First video is up

Got the first video ready for my next therapy session. I'll let you guys know how it goes. By the way, that's my friend Matt dressed for Halloween.

Gotta head to bed. Sleep well guys.

Update

Hey guys. A friend of mine is going to lend me his camera for a while. I've kind of been neglecting to tell you guys this because it's a little embarrassing, but it's good for me. I've been going to therapy for about a month and a half now. There's been very little progress if any, but I have high hopes for working out what's wrong with me.

My therapist asked if I had a camera I could use to document my sleepwalking. He thinks that it's some kind of special case or some garbage. At this point with college classes consuming my life, I just want to sleep good and I don't care what I have to do to make that happen.

Completely Lifeless

Last nights dream was pretty crazy. It freaked me out pretty bad.

I was running through the woods as fast as I could. It was sunset time. I was wearing clothes I don't recognize. I kept looking over my shoulder like I was being chased by someone. After what seemed like hours of running, I happened upon a group of people sitting on their knees. They were all screaming and crying. I felt like I knew them somehow, like they were close to me at one point. As soon as I saw them, I dropped to me knees and began crying hysterically. It was like I knew what was coming. One by one their screaming stopped. Their hysterics turned into expressionless stares into nothingness. Then they all just collapsed to the ground. Completely lifeless. My own emotions began to shift to anger and rage. I've never felt anything quite like that before. As I began to stand up, something startled me awake.

So needless to say, I woke up drenched in sweat. I cried for a few minutes. I mean, I've had vivid dreams in the past, but this just... Yeah. I don't think I could ever forget their faces.

My Suffering, Your Amusement!

Hello, I'm Greg and this is my sleep journal... I have a bit of an issue with sleepwalking, night terrors, and that sort of thing. A friend recommended I keep a log of dreams and activity during my... 'Episodes'. I've been told that I say some really off-the-wall things in my sleep so maybe someone can find amusement in my suffering..? haha.

Anyway, I'll post some stuff throughout the week as I get free time.